Almost at the end of 2009

At the almost at the end of 2009, I look back on the 2009.

In 2009, there were too many things happen.

I transfer the department so I have to learn new subjects and frendly with new people.

At the first time, I cired a lot. I missed my ex-departments friends so much.

It was really hard to understand the class, adding insult to injury, I lived the house where larndlord was too bad.

In 2009, I had a boyfriend as a first time in my life. But after break up, he got the new girlfriends very soon and start to speak ill of behind my back even the that is not true.

I was really shocked, so for a while I couldn't talk much and lost weight a lot.

But when I suffering a lot, I realized that there are too many people around me who concidering and try to help me.

They help me a lot and now I'm really happy.

Even there are too many dificulty in 2009, 2009 was wonderful. 2009 are full of the challenge and difficulty, but I fight and win.

Last semester, English writing class was a little bit hard to me, but I think it was really helpful and rewarding to me. Before the class, actually I didn't expect I can write with English. But now I can do it, even it is not perfect.

Christmas

Christmas is comming.
Only 11 days left.
Munkyoung and I really love the Christmas.
But, too sadly, we have to be in Kongju on Christmas, because of the stupid winter semester.

It's too misirable and terrible.

Supernatural

Did you hear that?
How it can be happen to me.
It is too harsh to me who so much waiting the next episode of supernatural.
Super natural's episode 11 will be broadcasted in 21 Jan 2010.
I really want to know the next story.

Supernatural is very interesting. I so impressed that in the drama every devils or angels have their own opinion.

Gabriel wants war because he don't care about who win but he just want the fight between his family is over. (between the michal and Lucifer)

One of devils wants the Lucifer to dead, even he is a devil. The devil told that Lucifer even who hate human can't like devil. He is just using devil for himself.


One of angels want the war because if they win the war, the whole world can be the heaven.

Poem

Today, professor Lim too kindly consider exhausted students,and he read his own poem to us.
This is the poem.





Who smells CHANEL NO.5 ?

It was snowing there in the midnight of the last day, 2007.
It snows brightly even at dawn.
You smile with your lips.

It was snowing here on this night.
Another face blows the perfume of love into your heart.

You know the name of love?
A 3rd tongue is tasting your tears.
You know the fantasy of antarctic mystery?
The mist, thunderstrom and the rain might make us turn around the alley No. 5.

Kimchi

Thesedays many Korean make Kimchi for long winter.
Today, I made Kimchi with my mother.
Making Kimchi is first time to me. Though It was really hard work, It was definitely worth. Kimchi which I made is really delicious.
My parents praise my Kimchi making skill.

Actually I am very bad at cooking.
Even one of my closest friends throw away dishes which I made.
But Kimchi of today is really delicious.

Snow

It's the first time it snowed this year.

Today, since I was really bule these days, happily my family came Konju to see me.
We went Donghak temple. Mt. Gyeryong covered with snow is really beautiful and fantastic.

It's a little cold but I have a really nice time and I feel warm after a long interval .

Liar Game

The interesting Japanese drama "Liar Game 2" strated in this week.
Since I watched the drama "Liar Game 1" very interestingly, I was so longing for waching the drama.

The drama's mood is tense. and really exciting.

Nao is innocent university student who accidently participate Liar Game.
In the game, peole who deceived the other are win and can get a hundred million yen.
But if fail, the loser are indebted for a hundred million yen.
She is tring to win the game with the help of a famouse swindler.

I tried to watch the drama without subtitles, but there are a lot of word I can't understand. I need to practice Japanese more TT.

Dorm disparity

Now, I am in the Moon kyoung's room!
Moon Kyoung's room is wonderful!
She live in the BTL dorm. 2people for 1 room and very big and cozy. 2people for 1bathroom.
But my dorm is really small. 4people for 1 room and we have to shared the bathroom. The dorm's name is 해오름집. It means sunrising house in English. Because the dorm is located in top of the hill the most highest place at Kong ju university. I want to live BTL too.

The Art Festival

The art festival was really nice.
It was first time to see the festival to me.
It was full of amazing.
But sadly, Moon kyoung was even a totall directer of acting, she couldn't participate, because she was really sick.
I can see how freshmen did their best. The art fesrival was really interesting. Especially the act was really fun.

Swine influenza

Be careful the Swine influenza.
These days, many people have the Swine influenza.
In our department, already 2 people had the Swine influenza.
In social education department, 2 people have the the Swine influenza and 4 suspected cases.

I have to go room 310 tomorrow to waching freshmens sing for Art festival. In a such a small room, there are too many people. I need buy some mask.

STARS

Yesterday, with my frends, I went to see a stars.

We looked through the telescope to see the moon and the Jupiter.

We also heard about asterisms. They have a lot of stories.

We watch many beautiful nebula photos.

What shape can you see in this picture?

This is Rosette nebula.

What shape can you see in this picture?

This is Withch nebula.

What shape can you see in this picture?

This is Christmas tree nebula.

dorm

My room always empty even the dormitory is 1 room for 4 people .
Most of the days, my roomates not in the room.
I'm so lonely and borning.

And the really weird thing is someone stolen my underwear. Why?.... really weird.... their are a lot of normal clothese but just my underwear are gone...

New moon.

I can't wait to see the movie New moon.
New moon is the sequel of Twightlight.
I watched the movie and the book very interestingly.
In America, the movie will be released on November 20.
But in korea, the movie will be released on December 3.
I really can't wait to see the movie New moon.

Before Sunrise

I was really exhausted by examine.
So, in dorm, I watched the movie 'Before Sunrise'.
It was touching.

In the movie, there are impressive saying.


" I think I can really fall in love
when I know everything about someone.
The way he's going to part his hair,
which shirt he's going to wear that day,
knowing the exact story he'd tell in a given situation.
I'm sure that's when I'd know I'm really in love. "

-

I am so tired these days.....

When I feel stress, I am eating eating eating and eating again again again and again.

I am eating sweetpotatos and Lamen now.

I am getting weight....

On the god's desk

On the god's desk, there are the writing.

If you think you are unhappy, I will show you the real unhappiness.
If you think you are happy, I will show you the real happiness.

Have a nice Chuseok! : )

Today is Chuseok!
Tommorow, I will go to my grandparent's house.
My grandparent's house are in Errueng which is near Pussan.
Errueng take about 6 hours from Peongtaek by car.
I will be rong and hard travel.
But I am so excited.


Have a nice Chuseok! : )

Home

I can't wait Wendsday comming.
I really miss my home.
I really miss my family.

Moon kyoung and I plan to buy chestnuts for family in Chusoek.
Chestnuts of Kong-ju is famous.
I think my family will like it.

Vampire Diary

The new drama Vampire Diary is really interesting.


Alrena : Dear. diary
today i convinced myself it was Ok to give up.don't take the risks.stick with the statue go.No drama, now is just not the time.but my reasons aren't reasons, they're excuses.all I'm doing is hiding from the truth and the truth is that.....I'm scared Stefan.I'm scared that if i let myself be happy for even one momentthe world will be crash downand I don't know I can survive that.


Stefan : Do You want to know what I wrote?
I met a girl. We talked.It was epic.but then the sun came up and reality set in.Well... this is the reality.Right here.

Private Ryan

I like this movie, Saving Private Ryan, because it shows the devastating affect of war.
This movie is about war.
Tom Hanks and Matt Damon are the major actors.
I watched the video at home with my family.
Since it’s a war movie, truly the war scene was the best.
The non-stop gun rifle and bloodcurdling oceans were the highlights of the movie.
Also it was very touching when they were going to save the private Ryan.
So, as the commander, Miller had to successfully accomplish the mission. He marched with responsibility to save the private Ryan with other soldiers.

article

Look at that!!!!!
The title of the newspaper!!!!

" Want to look beautiful? Stand next to unattractive friend "

In the england, some pople do research and find this results.

The girl of cental must be a powerful strategist.

This is the article.

Anthony Little, of Stirling University, said: 'You get a bit of a contrast effect when you stand beside someone of the same sex.
'If your friend is unattractive that makes you relatively more attractive.'
On the other hand, exceptionally good-looking friends may cast you in a rather bad light and so should not be invited out on the town.
Those who might want to take heed of the advice include singers Lily Allen and Beth Ditto, both of whom are often photographed with Kate Moss, one of the most beautiful women in the world.
Other tips for enhancing appeal include surrounding yourself with lots of members of the opposite sex.

:)

Today I met my old roommate.
She is very close friend. These days, I really miss her.
She suffered hard time of bad landlord together.
She is very nice.

We ate new hamburger set menu “Bulseburger” at Lotteria.
Bulseburger is consisting of hamburger and shrimpburger.
Actually I don’t like hamburgers really. But it was really delicious.
We can enjoy 2 flavors with just one burger.

We talked a lot and had a very nice time.

And today Mukung will visit my room to enjoy.

I suffered very hard time but now I am getting happy and getting weight back.

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WOW !!!!!!!
Kong ju must be magic world.
After I came Kong ju I lose almost 10kg and Moon Kyoung lose 3kg after this summer vacation.
To celebrate losing weight, we will go night club to enjoy our young life.


Oh!
I left my terrible house which I lived last semester.
Now I live in dormitory.
The landlord was really a bastard.
After I left the house, he lied to my mother and he tried not to give me key money.
Such a bastard.

Jung Dong Jin beach

Mung kung and I are planning to go Jung Dong Jin beach.
These days, we are so depressed and sad.
Because of start of new semester, he got a lot of stress.
We need some refresh and rest.
So we planning train trip to go Jung Dong Jin beach!
Jung Dong Jin beach is very famous because of beautiful scene and location of shooting famous drama "Sand clock".
I am so excited and hope this trip will help us :)

H1N1

These days many people worry about H1N1.
One of my favorite Japanese star Yamashita Tomohisa and Nishikido Ryo have flu.
Their TV dramas were becaming very popural but they have to stop shotting drama because of H1N1.
I am very worry about them as a fan. I was enjoing watching dramas.
I'm so sad. In fact, these days I am undergoing all sorts of hardships.
Only what I am enjoing in here is meeting friends and wating favorite dramas.
But this accident make me more sad.
How should I do! TT

Wednesday

English department professors and some student drink together on Wednesday afternoon.

We went Musa, which is bar name.
The cocktail soju in that place was really nice. It looks like dreesing.
Professor Noble told me that I am like a Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.
He keep try to make me Mr. Hyde.
And keep talk to me “Say bitch.”
I try to do not say like that.
But eventually I lose.
I changed.

I told a lot and got friendlier with another people.

It was nice time.

BLUE WHALE.

If I born again in this world, I want be a big big big blue whale.

I like rainy days. When rain comes, asphalt load look like back of a blue whale.

When I become a blue whale, there are a lot of advantages.
1. The blue whale is the biggest animal in the world.
2. They are nor a carnivorous animal. They just eat plankton. So they don’t have troubled another animal.
3. They live deep blue sea where I didn’t have ever gone.
4. They can speak with their friends whenever they want with supersonic waves.
5. They live for a long times.
6. They are protected animals. There don’t have worries which can be hunted.
7. They can make very big waves whenever they want.

BLUE WHALE.

If I born again in this world, I want be a big big big blue whale.

I like rainy days. When rain comes, asphalt load look like back of a blue whale.

When I become a blue whale, there are a lot of advantages.
1. The blue whale is the biggest animal in the world.
2. They are nor a carnivorous animal. They just eat plankton. So they don’t have troubled another animal.
3. They live deep blue sea where I didn’t have ever gone.
4. They can speak with their friends whenever they want with supersonic waves.
5. They live for a long times.
6. They are protected animals. There don’t have worries which can be hunted.
7. They can make very big waves whenever they want.

It raining day.

It raining day.
I have headache.
On rainy days, Sujebe and Buchimgae occur to many people’s mind.
Sujebe is Korean food, which is a clear soup with wheat flakes.
Buchimgae is Korean pancake, which is made of onion, carrot, leek, squid, and floor.
My mom and I put flakes into soup to make Sujebe.
And make Buchimgae together.
Sujebe and Buchimgae are hot food, so they make me warm in cold weather.
It was really delicious. My family enjoys Sujebe and Buchimgae well.

Zoo

It’s such a nice day.
I went Daejeon Zoo with my friends.
There have poor transportation from the Kongju.
It take about 2 hours.
It was a little hard. But it is worth.
I saw giraffes, elephant, seals and monkeys.
They are very cute.
The flower festival is helding.
Many colors flowers was really beautiful.
I and my friends are take a lot of photos with my friends.
Also we enjoyed rides.
It was really nice.I want to go there again

mystery incident happened.

Yesterday, the owner of a house drove a person out of house, forfeiting the deposit .
Since the person of room 2-17 bring her friends on the sly.
The owner of a house glued papers to the every wall and door.
“If stranger come here, we can be dangerous and even our lives can be threatened by an accident," the papers said.

Different people call it different things.


The owner of a house is men. But he makes around of rooms which live only girls and even in front of the girl’s shower stall. And sometimes knock the door in 3a.m. I think he is more dangerous.

After the person of room 2-17 left, mystery incident happened.
A washing machine and a water purifier in second floor troubled.
I think the person of room 2-17 revenged herself on the owner of a house.
I am sincerity tempted to say "Thank you!" to the person of room 2-17.
"I want to do that. But I can't, because I am little cowardly. You are such a brave people, Tank you!"

Golden weekend!

Golden weekend!
BUT! BUT! BUT!
I was just in house.
All of my friends have boy friends.
One of my friends went beach and the other friend went a baseball park with boyfriends.
They are enjoying long weekend with boyfriends.
So, I don’t have any friends enjoy together.
Besides, my father and mother went somewhere. And my sister has to study for a midterm exam.
I pen myself up in one’s room, watching TV drama and movies alone.
I’m bored.

Pyeongtaek

The new department store AKplaza was open in Pyeongtaek.
I went there with my family.
It was really nice.
Before the AKplaza open, there are no departments in Pyeongtaek.
There are many expansive and beautiful shoes, dress, bag, and accessory.
The deparment is a 7-story, built in Pyeongtaek station. Even 4 years ago, Pyeongtaek station was a just 2-story and old.
I didn’t expect Pyeongtaek will be change like that! Now Pyeongtaek is very fantastic city.

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Today, I went shopping with my mother.
We buy summer clothes.
And eat delicious lunch at Ashily.
There are many choices of foods.
It was nice.
I'm full.

Home is nice. I am enjoying Peong taek life.
I am eating what I want. I meet people who I want to meet.
Kong-ju makes me crazy.
There are no places to play.
And Kong-ju is so small that there is no privacy and secret.
It makes me feel like jell.
What a sad city Kong-ju is.
I want to get out of Kong-ju.

..........

Fucking shit!
Son of a bitch!

The owner of a house always huff me and my room mate to pieces.
One day, he throws away my shoes.
I shouted him why he did like that.
He told me because my shoes were in front of my door.
Bullshit!

When I contract the room, I have to pay more. Because he told me I can use the hallway.
Few days after I contract, he told me, “You can’t use the hallway, because of fire safety raw.” But he didn’t return the price paid. And now, he throws away my shoes.

Sun of bitch!

Hurrah!

Hurrah!
Finally my midterm examination is over.
So, I slept all the day with a tranquil heart.
But I can't play with my friends.
Because they have more examinations, I have to be alone in my house.
At first time I enjoy my time, but soon I felt boring.
Only what I can do was playing computer, even I don’t have anything with computer.
As soon as their exam over, I want to go somewhere together to enjoy late spring.

Thank you!

On Tuesday, I eat lunch with foreign professors.
I felt blue in that day.
In fact, this week was really terrible.
Because I have some problems with a friend, I couldn’t concentrate studying for exams.
So my test was really terrible. And I doubt of my choice which changed my department.
I really missed my friends and English is so hard to me than I expect.
But after I ate lunch with professors, I got better.
Before that time, in fact I was scary professor Noble.
But he is nice people. He is really kind and fun.
And professor Costly is really kind to every student. I really like English conversation class.
Thank you!
I will do my best to study English: )

worries

Today, I went hospital.
Because I had a high fever and a sore throat since Wednesday.
Next week is a midterm examination. But I didn’t study well, because I was very sick.
Doctor told me that I got ill because of my stress. It was true. These days I have a lot of worries which have not answer but I have to decide. It is very important things to me. It is so confused that I can’t sure about every thing about that. During five days, I kept thinking about that. Eventually I decide! Even it will be very hard way, I will chose that way.

Yesterday

Yesterday, our department went Cheonan.
The weather was marvelous. It was sunny day.
First, we went pukil high school. Pukil high school is really big school. Pukil high school is bigger than our university. There education was very enviable . Some excellent students take special education. About eight students study with foreign teacher who graduate famous university in one class. There were many cherry trees. The cherry trees were in full bloom. It was really beautiful. My friends and I take a lot of photos. Many students danced at play grounds. It was very interesting.
We went a Buddhist temple. But it was in the course of construction. So there we can’t enjoy much.

: )

Today I can watch drama Supernatural.
So I feel very nice today. Supernatural is one of my favorite drama.
Hansome brothers exocists fight with demons who try to rise Lucifer from the dead.
Unlike another dramas, Supernature deal with fraternal love. Older brother Dean sold his soul to bing back his younger brother sam. And he go to ballyhack. But angel bring back Dean. Because Dean is only people who can stop Lucifer's resurrection.
I like ghost, vampire, wolf people and demon stories. Especially I like vampire stories. These days I'm crazy about Twilight series. Twilight is about a fantastic vampire who is fall in love with human girl. Because the vampire Edward is so gorgeous, I can't even sleep well.

CHERISH

Today I write poem.


CHERISH

I recall when we met.
It was snowing then
All the world was shining covered with white pretty snow.
We saw each other with a bright smile.
At this time I am smiling too.
But suddenly sadness is coming.
My tears are dropping.
I can't see you now.
You gave me happiness and sadness.
It was a blessing that I meet you.

with my true heart,
I pray for your happiness.


Sometimes I really miss people who was frendly but I can't meet now. When I smell, saw or feel something. It realize me beautiful memories with people who I miss.

Dream

Today, I saw a certain touching thing on the internet. One man who just a few years ago sold cellphones had a dream singing opera. After hard practice he won the prize about opera. And now he is very famous in opera. Even he had car accident few years ago, he did his best for his dream. He could make people's heart moving just by his beautiful singing.
I think it's a very amazing thing. Every one has a dream. But many of them gave up their dreams. Even they don't try. They put blame on their condition and background. But as I told you, the man who sold cellphones has became a famous musician! We can make dreams come true too! If we throw ours effort into our dream, we can make it. Even if the dream is so big. There are always ways for dream. There is certain phrase. "Wait god's response, after do your's best." I will do my best for achieving my goal.

Korean noble 'Square'

I'm keep think about one of the famous Korean noble 'Square' these days.
Main character Lee meoung jun was held prisoner during the 1950's Korean War.
When the Prisoners of War Exchange Pact was progressing, he thought he can be happy neither North Korea nor South Korea. And he chose going India which is Neutral Nation.
But he realized India haven't dream too in a boat for India. He thought nowhere have happiness for him.
And he chose the sea his square which was paradise to him. He thought square is the free space many people can do personal communicate. And he dived into the sea.
Is paradise really exist somewhere? I believed existence of paradise but now I'm not sure whether it is exist or not like Lee meoung jun. It make me sad.

Witch

For a long time, I want to be a witch.
I want to make magic, fly in the sky and participate Sabbath which is witches gathering when the moon is full.
I have been tried to find the way I can be witch.
Finally! I find the way!
To be a witch I have to undergo discipline for decades.
I have to drink some magic juice. To make this juice I need a lot of unusual ingredient; Dried a frog's back leg, poison of a cobra, tail of a lizard, 24 spike of a hedgehog and 3 pair of eyeballs of mosquito and fly.
I have to boil these ingredient all together and drink them while saying magic words under the full moon.
I am collecting these ingredient now. I think I have to wait until summer to collect eyeballs of mosquito.

Skins

I like the drama, 'Skins'.
It is about high school student in trouble. It deal with drugs, sex, a mental disease , which is a theme I haven’t explored very often in past dramas.
I really like main character Effy. She is cold-hearted person on the exterior. But it is not true. She is apt to get broken heart. Freddie, another main character, and Effy like each other. But Effy can't reveal her real mind that she like him very much. She don't admit her mind. She is afraid that her heart is offended.
I'm so sad their love is not accomplished. This weekend skins season4 is over. I really want see season 5 quickly.